[God says,] "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
Don't be surprised that who you said you were going to be when you grew up is a different person now. This change occurs because God had a different plan before you were born. His plan of setting you apart from ordinary to extraordinary begins when you surrender everything to Him and allow Him to direct your path. Sure, the dream has been altered a little, but if you look back on how far you've come, aren't you glad He changed your course?